Manic Monday....

I'm laying here watching Tony trying to get comfortable and listening to the talking he does when he is under the influence of IL-2. He is hot...he has a fever and is turning red. I WILL rub cream all over him tomorrow to prevent the itching that he had last time!! That freaking horrible itch that made me pray for him all night long...for 3 days! He had his first dose of HD IL-2 for this round at 2:30 pm today. By 3:30 he felt terrible and hasn't eaten anything since. We have both slept on and off all day today. The nurses come in about every half hour it seems..so if I didn't return calls or texts please don't worry I will..I have managed to turn Tony's phone off or down completely some...He doesn't like when I do that but if his phone wakes us up again, I'm throwing it away..geesh he is stubborn! He got his second dose at 10:45 and is feeling horrible right now...he says he feels like he has a terrible flu and is very restless...I hate it. I don't know what else to do for him..he vomits, I get him the bucket and a washcloth, I uncover him and cover him back up...I dunno. I hate feeling helpless...the insensitive ladies are here to take more blood with the floodlights on so I will have a better update tomorrow..we need some rest now! night night